[ Crazy healthy? Grey doesn't know. He doubts it. ]
drugs
they make it cloudy
[ He gestures at his head, and rolls his eyes, because that's his issue with alcohol. With drugs, generally. It's why he hadn't liked it when Drew mentioned drugs to help his lunar symptoms. He's seen what addiction does, and he doesn't want that.
But it's also true that his head doesn't feel good tonight. Even the words on his cheek are faint - barely there, like he doesn't quite believe in them. He's worried. He can't sleep. And he's angry, with the people who hurt Thomas. He's angry because he doesn't know who they are.
He closes his eyes, and the faint words melt away. He sighs, briefly closing his eyes, and focuses on the one thing making him feel better in all this - Drew, and his smile. His hand closes on Drew's and he moves closer, nodding. Stronger words, this time. ]
no subject
drugs
they make it cloudy
[ He gestures at his head, and rolls his eyes, because that's his issue with alcohol. With drugs, generally. It's why he hadn't liked it when Drew mentioned drugs to help his lunar symptoms. He's seen what addiction does, and he doesn't want that.
But it's also true that his head doesn't feel good tonight. Even the words on his cheek are faint - barely there, like he doesn't quite believe in them. He's worried. He can't sleep. And he's angry, with the people who hurt Thomas. He's angry because he doesn't know who they are.
He closes his eyes, and the faint words melt away. He sighs, briefly closing his eyes, and focuses on the one thing making him feel better in all this - Drew, and his smile. His hand closes on Drew's and he moves closer, nodding. Stronger words, this time. ]
i'll drink with you
i'm lonely too .