[ What problem doesn't Grey have with the cameras? His eyes slide away, and a frown accompanies his look towards the phone. He doesn't tend to film himself even with that. It's rare that he does.
But then Drew ruffles his hair, and his attention snaps back to the other man. Drew couldn't know what that gesture does to him, the memories it invokes. But there is no gesture that could make Grey feel more safe, or at home. Gilliam used to do this. He had done this the very last time they were together. This means intimacy. It used to mean love. Now it means loss, on top of both of those things, and Drew is saying it with such a smile. A beautiful smile.
Grey almost kisses him then and there. He stops himself, and moves to catch his hand instead.
A drink. Drew has already moved on. Grey's mind is still on that hand in his hair. He catches up with Drew, following him and keeping hold of his hand. ]
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But then Drew ruffles his hair, and his attention snaps back to the other man. Drew couldn't know what that gesture does to him, the memories it invokes. But there is no gesture that could make Grey feel more safe, or at home. Gilliam used to do this. He had done this the very last time they were together. This means intimacy. It used to mean love. Now it means loss, on top of both of those things, and Drew is saying it with such a smile. A beautiful smile.
Grey almost kisses him then and there. He stops himself, and moves to catch his hand instead.
A drink. Drew has already moved on. Grey's mind is still on that hand in his hair. He catches up with Drew, following him and keeping hold of his hand. ]
water ? [ It's all he ever drinks. ] i dont mind
i just want to stay with you .