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Andrew Warner ([personal profile] willinglychanged) wrote2015-07-09 12:19 am

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kinesia: (i c e d)

[personal profile] kinesia 2015-08-28 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
ill be ok

[ Which he says mostly because Drew wanted to hear it, and not because Grey believes it. He's afraid for Thomas, but it's more than that. It's the memory of the others. It's Edgar and Tanya and Gilliam, always Gilliam. It's the ones that he failed. It's the fear of another failure. He doesn't know how to articulate that. He's not very good with words.

So he just reacts. It's a while until he answers again. A while, until he can be certain Thomas is home, and troubled, but ultimately not in any more danger. A while until it's safe for him to get away, because there's nothing more that he can do.
]

its over now . are you still there
hisheartsdesire: (kings 3)

[personal profile] hisheartsdesire 2015-08-28 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
[He lights up before taking a hit and mouth-nose exhaling as he holds it out for Drew.

In an amused tone,
] Funny how I come over for dinner as a delivery boy who's now smoking your pot and offering a leg rub like some sort of house-call therapist.
kinesia: (a r m)

[personal profile] kinesia 2015-08-28 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ 'Okay' is a strong word tonight. Grey is sitting on his windowsill, with his head against the glass. He's too restless to sleep. It's not happening. ]

alive

safe . theres nothing i can do
kinesia: (b r o o d y)

[personal profile] kinesia 2015-08-28 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
i know

[ But he will. Until he finds the one responsible for this, and then he'll hurt them instead. ]

but i should protect him . i promised

can i still see you
hisheartsdesire: (kings 6)

[personal profile] hisheartsdesire 2015-08-28 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Now that you mention it, I haven't exactly sunk my teeth into you just yet, have I? [With a smirk, ] Which means, what—do I work on the leg rub, feed you the pizza, or take my own dinner first?
kinesia: (s y m p a t h y)

[personal profile] kinesia 2015-08-28 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
not too far .

[ April's house, to Heropa Apartment Complex. That's a well worn path for Grey. He lived at the apartments too, for a while. He leaves the house by the window, and follows the road without ever lifting his head. He doesn't want to see anyone, and he definitely doesn't want to be stopped.

At the complex, he instinctively avoids the cameras around the door, and counts windowsills until he finds the ones for number thirty. Scaling the building is easier than he remembers, switching between windows and drainpipes. He searches until he finds Drew's, and then slides up onto the sill. Leaning against the window, he lifts his hand to knock his knuckles against it.
]
kinesia: (d e p r e s s e d)

[personal profile] kinesia 2015-08-29 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ Grey slips inside like a shadow, always silent and never concerned at how strange it might seem. As far as he's concerned, no one needs to know that he's here except Drew - particularly not the people watching the feeds from those cameras.

With his middle and index fingers, he touches his eyes, and then lifts out his phone to tap the camera. Grey tilts his head, an eyebrow raised. Those things are what he has the problem with. Cameras and watching.

Then he takes in Drew. He's dressed in bunched up bedsheets and looks like he's been lying awake for hours. Which he has been, of course, because Grey disturbed him. Grey's shoulders drop. He puts the phone down on Drew's dresser. He doesn't know whether sorry or thank you would be the better sentiment, so he ends up showing Drew both tattoos, and then gently reaching to push the window closed again. Tonight has not been a good night.

He settles on sorry, and shows it to Drew again. They're all static tattoos, for now. It seems even the moving ones have been, somehow, muted.
]
hisheartsdesire: (ltj 1)

[personal profile] hisheartsdesire 2015-08-29 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
All right. [He repositions himself to give Drew a leg rub, and soon his hands are roving over and massaging Drew's muscles.] Let's get you good and comfy, shall we?
abduxel: (until we close our eyes for good)

[personal profile] abduxel 2015-08-29 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
Good call.

[He winks, but it's really hard to tell, since his three eyes blink out of sync so regularly.]

Maybe I'm modest, Drew.

[He's not even trying to lie well, instead just passing it off as a joke from his new perch on the man's shoulder.]
abduxel: (until we close our eyes for good)

[personal profile] abduxel 2015-08-31 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
[He starts to laugh. It would be a hearty laugh if it wasn't so creepy and many-voiced.]

Right, well, you've ruined my innocence then, haven't you? I was a good God-fearing virgin before I met you.

[He dives off of Drew's shoulder with that comment, flapping wildly to catch air. Yes, he's genuinely trying to fly off without Drew. This won't seem weird at all, right?]

I'll see you at your place, casa nova.
Edited 2015-08-31 00:57 (UTC)
kinesia: (o b e d i e n c e)

[personal profile] kinesia 2015-08-31 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ What problem doesn't Grey have with the cameras? His eyes slide away, and a frown accompanies his look towards the phone. He doesn't tend to film himself even with that. It's rare that he does.

But then Drew ruffles his hair, and his attention snaps back to the other man. Drew couldn't know what that gesture does to him, the memories it invokes. But there is no gesture that could make Grey feel more safe, or at home. Gilliam used to do this. He had done this the very last time they were together. This means intimacy. It used to mean love. Now it means loss, on top of both of those things, and Drew is saying it with such a smile. A beautiful smile.

Grey almost kisses him then and there. He stops himself, and moves to catch his hand instead.

A drink. Drew has already moved on. Grey's mind is still on that hand in his hair. He catches up with Drew, following him and keeping hold of his hand.
]

water ? [ It's all he ever drinks. ] i dont mind

i just want to stay with you .
hisheartsdesire: (kings 1)

[personal profile] hisheartsdesire 2015-08-31 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
Here... we... go...

[He works his hands roughly on Drew's legs, slowly and carefully making his way up to Drew's thighs.]

So... how is it?
kinesia: (p l e a d i n g)

[personal profile] kinesia 2015-08-31 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Crazy healthy? Grey doesn't know. He doubts it. ]

drugs

they make it cloudy


[ He gestures at his head, and rolls his eyes, because that's his issue with alcohol. With drugs, generally. It's why he hadn't liked it when Drew mentioned drugs to help his lunar symptoms. He's seen what addiction does, and he doesn't want that.

But it's also true that his head doesn't feel good tonight. Even the words on his cheek are faint - barely there, like he doesn't quite believe in them. He's worried. He can't sleep. And he's angry, with the people who hurt Thomas. He's angry because he doesn't know who they are.

He closes his eyes, and the faint words melt away. He sighs, briefly closing his eyes, and focuses on the one thing making him feel better in all this - Drew, and his smile. His hand closes on Drew's and he moves closer, nodding. Stronger words, this time.
]

i'll drink with you

i'm lonely too .

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